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My music. :D

so, here it is, my music. :D  I hope you like it.  Feel free to comment. :D I did this for fun one night. :D A few of you have asked so here it is. :D :D HOpe you like it! Let me know what you think. :D

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on December 16, 2010 at 9:21pm — No Comments

Knott's Scary Farm.

Wow. Oh my god wow! :D It was the best time ever! The mazes were to die for. lol. no pun intended. We rode a couple of rides and that was cool. I am still traumatized by the corn maze. lol. The london maze was great! It was based on Jack the ripper and Frankenstein. My sister was giving me the gory history on the ripper. XP I took lot's of pics with the monsters. :D My hat was the bell of the ball. ;D It was a classic men's bell topper around which I tied a thick black satin ribbon with…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on November 8, 2010 at 11:30pm — No Comments


I am not looking forward to that date. lol. I know nobody reads these, but it's the only place that's safe to talk. @.@ doesn't make sense I know. *shrug*oh well. No one has said anything, and we don't really have the money for anything, it's alright. Sucks to be born now. lol. this time of year anyway. Xp I don't want to hear how it could be worse. b/c trust me it really can't. Dian said I'm shell shocked. She says I can't relax b/c of all the bad things, that now I'm conditioned to think that… Continue

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on August 25, 2010 at 11:40pm — No Comments

The color red.

"What is the color red?" she said.

Red is warmth.

Red is the feel of you lovers lips gently caressing your skin.

It is a poisoned apple, crimson and swollen with temptation.

Red is fire

Red is Passion

Red is the blood coursing, rushing feverant and…

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on July 25, 2010 at 12:17am — No Comments

Mellow yellow.

The time has come

My little doves

To contemplate many things

Of colors, life, and music tracks

And of internal mumblings.

How do you feel the color yellow?

Yellow feels like the sun warm on your face, kissing your eye…

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on July 25, 2010 at 12:11am — No Comments

The sounds of snow.

***this was written last year. I was going through a difficult time then, and this is how I cope. I'm not an attention hog, but am simply trying to share my work. I doubt it will be read but *shrugs*no worries. ;D****
Falling. Falling gently. Nothing is as…

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on July 24, 2010 at 11:56pm — No Comments

Life, clocks, wondering thoughts.

haha....I just wanted to put that. So, Minerva(see photos) had pups. XD Four. and they are so cute I can't stand it. lol. I will put up pix. they are sitting up on the bed with me, while thier mommy takes a potty break. lol. I'm so board. Xd I need to get going soon so I can pick up my sis. ;D *bounces*OK so guess what?! Brandy is back! And I have just made some wonerful friends! I'm so excited, and it's the excitment keeping me sane these days. lol. The finches have been everywhere this…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on July 16, 2010 at 1:47pm — No Comments

Happy thoughts. :D

So in light of the storms I am navigating, the fingers of the sun still manage to push through the black bruises of the sky. I had a blast today with Kestrel. XD I love her very much, she's my very best friend and my sister. I got a letter from my favorite patriarc today. ;D He always puts a smile on my face. :D I had mongolian bbq today. ;P~ (<---drool) I bought a floral hair clip. (so pretty!) XD We played in Clare's, and I was thinking of all the things I was going to do when I get my…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on July 9, 2010 at 2:27am — No Comments

November Rain

It really and truely is hard to hold a candle in the cold november rain. Today, marks confirmation of him being gone. I got to hear him tell me in a letter how, he did all he could, have to "heal on your own". Here I thought he was a tough guy. Said no matter what he would be there. "nothing will ever keep us apart." Love sucks. Hard core. I'm not sure I want to be in that again. lol. I am so crushed right now. How could he do that? I can't fathome it. After five years, this.... poof. just…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on July 9, 2010 at 2:03am — No Comments

Independance Day!

I just had a thought. lol. when do i not? It's kind of funny these things happened durning the week of indipendance day. I have found my indipendance. I had the best weekend ever! So, there was one hicup, but Kestrel and I fixed it. ;D She lost her phone chaseing my dog, that I knew would come back, and yeah..let's just say the desert is unforgiving. lol. We stayed at the loveliest hotel. We went to the bar the first night. she got drunk, I did not. I had two, she had a few more. lol. I didn't… Continue

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on July 6, 2010 at 12:09am — No Comments

Friendly Advice.

Well, last week was very very sad. I once again got accused of doing something I didn't, and thus kicked out of the studio. I was accused of slander. You can't imagine how that made me feel. They wouldn't tell me who said it. Which makes me wonder if it is true. I know times are hard for all of us. I am patient with them for thier times, but it was not returned. I don't like being used. I was told a long time ago that they use people and toss them away. C usually doesn't keep close friends,…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on July 5, 2010 at 11:08pm — No Comments


Well, how are things? I have not had the pleasure to be on in quite sometime. .... I miss it very much. I miss my escape here. :D I love what has been done to the place. ;D the colors are outstanding. :D

It's so funny. I feel like I'm waking from a bad dream. I was talking with Megan yesterday and I said somthing about feeling bad and that I didn't like it. So, you know what Roma(age 8) says "well, if you don't want to feel bad, don't" she said tihs with a smile and a matter…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on June 16, 2010 at 11:33pm — No Comments

Cairo Carnival.

wow, so you are going to brave another one eh? cool! :D So, you more then likely are wondering what the heck Cairo is. Not a place in Egypt. It is an anual belly dance convention held every year in sothern Ca. Dancers from all over the country and sometimes the world come here for the con. It has been on the beautiful Queen Mary, for the last two years. Omg I love that ship. I have had some.....interesting experiances there. I got to go into the boiler room and wander around, caught a ghost on… Continue

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on June 12, 2010 at 12:28am — No Comments

Adventures in wonderland.

wow, my ear itches. XD and on that note..... I'm sorry I have been away. Been busy with a show that nobody thanked me for helping with. Jerks. I did the make up for our ballet that we just put on and you know I wasn't mentioned in the program. I have to admit that hurt. My creations walked out there on that stage and no one even knew. *shrugs. sighs*oh well. not much that can be done right. lol. It was a stressful show. Never wanted to hit someone in the face so bad, so I cried instead.…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on June 11, 2010 at 11:56pm — No Comments

And This too shall pass....

Interesting. I am sorry for my outburst. I was haveing a major bad day. It was mild irritation today, and then I read my comment. *pauses*and it was like a light went on. Hmmm....... I am stilled now. The tempist of my temper is quiet. I am more then likely going to reflect on these words for awhile. I am happy that I am not irritated. I really and truely dislike negative emotions. But no one is perfect. Once again, just when you think no one is listening, the wind gives you a give. ;D

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 17, 2010 at 6:42pm — No Comments


Battle. Does it ever end? I am so annoyed. I'm tired of this emotion. I have been in such wonderful spirits. Pardon me, if I happen to have been very very sick the last three days. Battle. I am tired of it. I was a soldier in my past life, and I am tired. It is petty and stupid the crap I am dealing with. Judas, is low. I wonder if she is aware that I never said a word to her. She is the one after me. I am absolutly on fire with irritation. I come to my happy place, only to be blasted! Geez. I… Continue

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 17, 2010 at 12:53am — 1 Comment

my day.

*laughs*didn't know what to put for the title. lol. I hope all you mother's out there had a wonderful day. I did. :D mine brought me a dead rat. XD I woke up to it laying there, and was just thank you my loves. *kiss and hugs*I threw it outside afterwards. lol. Nothing says I love you like a dead rat. I played on here for a bit this morning and got to help decorate for the greatest mom in the world...Essme! That was fun! Unfortunatly I had to pick up my bro, so I was unable to…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 10, 2010 at 2:18am — No Comments


Night time. It is the hardest time. That is the time that all is quiet, and I am by myself. Thoughts of the last two weeks reel in my head like an old movie. The dust is begining to clear, and I....don't feel a thing. Maybe it's a bit of shock still left over, but I don't know. I still have more to purge before it is over. This has been like a bad flu. ugh, i hate the flu. The night is my favorite time. It's nice, I don't have to pretend as hard. I can be myself and no one…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 8, 2010 at 12:50am — No Comments

Brand New Day.

So, today is a brand new dawn. I am free of the control. *smiles*It's kind of an odd feeling to be free after being held back so long. It will be nice to spread these wings again. They are dusty and tattered, but they will do. :D I have to learn to breath again. My inner self was in critical care for many years, but now i can feel myself returning. And I think I will make a full recovery. *winks* I couldn't have done it alone. I am greatful to have the support that I have had. It makes me…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 7, 2010 at 10:43pm — No Comments


My dearest Judas,

This is how I will forevermore refer to you. I at least will be merciful enough to give you that much. It's more mercy then you ever showed me. I can be cruel, but I don't want to be. I had a previous post to this, but you were spared by the powers that be. The window closed. I take that as a sign it was not ment for any eyes but mine. I gave you all I could. I needed shelter from my tempet storms and you cast me out. What happens between my blood and I is…


Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 7, 2010 at 1:00am — No Comments


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