Birthday.

[Amanda Renee Francis]

I am not looking forward to that date. lol. I know nobody reads these, but it's the only place that's safe to talk. @.@ doesn't make sense I know. *shrug*oh well. No one has said anything, and we don't really have the money for anything, it's alright. Sucks to be born now. lol. this time of year anyway. Xp I don't want to hear how it could be worse. b/c trust me it really can't. Dian said I'm shell shocked. She says I can't relax b/c of all the bad things, that now I'm conditioned to think that it will. XD ugh, this sucks. I wish you all could've known me before. You might've liked me then. So, anyways, Birthdays. They suck. Kestrel says that her parents want to take me out, but we'll see. I really hate my birthday. It's just another day for people to ignor, and for me to be upset because my dad didn't call again. That's why I think I like Carlise so much. He's a good dad. ;D You know it's not worth being upset over, really. I'm 26, I don't need parents. right? .........yeah. oh well. :D birhdays suck. XP