So, today is a brand new dawn. I am free of the control. *smiles*It's kind of an odd feeling to be free after being held back so long. It will be nice to spread these wings again. They are dusty and tattered, but they will do. :D I have to learn to breath again. My inner self was in critical care for many years, but now i can feel myself returning. And I think I will make a full recovery. *winks* I couldn't have done it alone. I am greatful to have the support that I have had. It makes me feel..... well, just that. *laughs*I can feel again. I am feeling love again, not anger. Ok, so hard headed hot temper girl here, but i really don't like anger. It was like a very good friend said, "hurt heals". I am going to be fine. :D

I am sitting in Denny's eating a banana split with my grandpa. No, I haven't lost it. *laughs*but it is nice to pretend that he is enjoying it with me. *smiles*makes me a little happier. We are coming up to a date that I am dreading. But it's alright. Everything I am going through and feeling is perfectly normal. *smiles*

I got my jazz costume today. *bounces. frowns.*I look like sausage. XD But i am going to hit the program hard and get somewhat fit by cairo! *musscle man pose*hooo! I'm gonna pump you up. *giggles*random thoughts. lol.

I am comforted in knowing that I am not going to be left alone again to struggle on my own. I am strong. I will fight. I won't give up.

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