Jane Elizabeth Hastings Volturi.

So in light of the storms I am navigating, the fingers of the sun still manage to push through the black bruises of the sky. I had a blast today with Kestrel. XD I love her very much, she's my very best friend and my sister. I got a letter from my favorite patriarc today. ;D He always puts a smile on my face. :D I had mongolian bbq today. ;P~ (<---drool) I bought a floral hair clip. (so pretty!) XD We played in Clare's, and I was thinking of all the things I was going to do when I get my…

It really and truely is hard to hold a candle in the cold november rain. Today, marks confirmation of him being gone. I got to hear him tell me in a letter how, he did all he could, have to "heal on your own". Here I thought he was a tough guy. Said no matter what he would be there. "nothing will ever keep us apart." Love sucks. Hard core. I'm not sure I want to be in that again. lol. I am so crushed right now. How could he do that? I can't fathome it. After five years, this.... poof. just…

Well, last week was very very sad. I once again got accused of doing something I didn't, and thus kicked out of the studio. I was accused of slander. You can't imagine how that made me feel. They wouldn't tell me who said it. Which makes me wonder if it is true. I know times are hard for all of us. I am patient with them for thier times, but it was not returned. I don't like being used. I was told a long time ago that they use people and toss them away. C usually doesn't keep close friends,…

I heard my cell phone ring and it was my best friend since kindergarden. She told her secret was going to happen. Her secret. She was moving away from me and Jessica and no one could do anything about it! I texted her this isnt the way its supposed to be and stopped texting her I dont know what gonna happen next!

Part Two coming soon!

The nght started out good with a nice swim with Alec and Ben and other friends. Ben started singing and things got heated inbetween Alec and Ben. Alec dunked Ben and put tom, Bens guinea Pig in the pool. He started talking about his last hamster that died and Alec shouted DEAD HAMSTERS! That broke and I ran out of the swimming pool room and tripped and fell. Janiece and Sarah W helped me up and Alec and be kept making it worse. They didnt know why I was crying but even though they didnt they…

Yeah I wrote this last night.

At five AM.

Really, ask Sydney Taubnerfield.

It was great.

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I had a great day today

It was the Wardo the Weirdo way

I had my miiind read

By this hawt dude that's kiiinda dead

He knows of all my thoughts

And he even knows my evil plots

[Chorus]

In Forks, Washington

That's where you'll fiiind him

He'll be the hawt pale dude

He'll read…

The sidewalk glitters from the high hanging light like silver blue lighting. And the distant cars headlights light up the ever so precious rain like dripping sunshine. The chilling wind blows my hair with the promise of the storm my blood can feel...and…

It was June 25, and my mom was flying out of Kentucky for home when a HUGE storm hit Iowa and Minnisota. My dad and I were in North Iowa and the storm was coming southeast. My dad had left to go and pick up my mom in Minniapolis, but it was dangerous. Most of the time I was mostly worried about there saftey never my own. There was one of my parents friends that was gonna come and get me when things got bad. I called my cousin since they were in the country and things got bad there first. She…

Charlie,

I love you with all my heart! I want you to know that I NEVER wanted you to suffer the way you did! I watched you take your last breaths and cried as your little body slowly shut down. I could find the courage to even put in a little box that my mother prepared for you with bedding and cloth. I had my mom cover you and take care of the box but when I came into the kitchen the next morning there youwere. I started balling as I remembered the good times we had. Every…