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haha....I just wanted to put that. So, Minerva(see photos) had pups. XD Four. and they are so cute I can't stand it. lol. I will put up pix. they are sitting up on the bed with me, while thier mommy takes a potty break. lol. I'm so board. Xd I need to get going soon so I can pick up my sis. ;D *bounces*OK so guess what?! Brandy is back! And I have just made some wonerful friends! I'm so excited, and it's the excitment keeping me sane these days. lol. The finches have been everywhere this…

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So in light of the storms I am navigating, the fingers of the sun still manage to push through the black bruises of the sky. I had a blast today with Kestrel. XD I love her very much, she's my very best friend and my sister. I got a letter from my favorite patriarc today. ;D He always puts a smile on my face. :D I had mongolian bbq today. ;P~ (<---drool) I bought a floral hair clip. (so pretty!) XD We played in Clare's, and I was thinking of all the things I was going to do when I get my…

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It really and truely is hard to hold a candle in the cold november rain. Today, marks confirmation of him being gone. I got to hear him tell me in a letter how, he did all he could, have to "heal on your own". Here I thought he was a tough guy. Said no matter what he would be there. "nothing will ever keep us apart." Love sucks. Hard core. I'm not sure I want to be in that again. lol. I am so crushed right now. How could he do that? I can't fathome it. After five years, this.... poof. just…

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I just had a thought. lol. when do i not? It's kind of funny these things happened durning the week of indipendance day. I have found my indipendance. I had the best weekend ever! So, there was one hicup, but Kestrel and I fixed it. ;D She lost her phone chaseing my dog, that I knew would come back, and yeah..let's just say the desert is unforgiving. lol. We stayed at the loveliest hotel. We went to the bar the first night. she got drunk, I did not. I had two, she had a few more. lol. I didn't… Continue

Well, last week was very very sad. I once again got accused of doing something I didn't, and thus kicked out of the studio. I was accused of slander. You can't imagine how that made me feel. They wouldn't tell me who said it. Which makes me wonder if it is true. I know times are hard for all of us. I am patient with them for thier times, but it was not returned. I don't like being used. I was told a long time ago that they use people and toss them away. C usually doesn't keep close friends,…

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