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Featured Blog Posts – November 2010 Archive (6)

Abbi

Pausing as the wind swirls the leaves around me, bringing with it her scent. I place my hand gently against the big fir tree and smile, knowing I will see her in a few short moments.

My mind wanders back to the very first time I saw her, her little sobs broke my heart and her tiny tear stained cheeks awoke in me something that had been slowly coming since the very first time I met baby Renesme. In the years since meeting Nessie, Sam and Emily Uley had welcomed a child into their home… Continue

Added by Carmen Denali on November 30, 2010 at 10:11am — No Comments

My Fear

My heart is broken,

Internally I am brought to my knees,

from the burden and pain of the secret I keep,

the secret I keep from him

I am haunted,

haunted in my every waking hour as well as in my dreams,

the horrors I imagine, the consequences should he discover .....

his world is not as it seems, how much does he know?

Would our friendship survive this deceipt?

Would he ever forgive me?

In this I have no choice, I must wait!

For… Continue

Added by Sue Clearwater on November 26, 2010 at 10:06am — No Comments

What if I found her?

I remember back in March when I was living in Port Angeles, Mark and I used to talk for hours at a time. We spent lots of time getting to know each other. One day, he was in one of his thoughtful moods. When he’s that way, he tends to ask deep thought questions. We were sitting in the living room that night talking about girls when he asked me “have you ever wondered how the right kind of girl would be for you?”

I have to admit, he caught me off guard on that one… It’s a subject I… Continue

Added by Embry Call on November 22, 2010 at 8:08am — 1 Comment

They are not dead, who live in the hearts they leave behind - Tuscarora

All I had ever wanted was a family of my own, a husband and children and I consider myself blessed that both of those dreams cam true. Along with my wedding day, the biryh of my children were the happiest moments of my life.

We are a small but close community, friends who are more like family, we have all watched out for each others children and so it was with great sadness that I watched many friends move away, none more so than John and Alice Lune or Julia Uley, leaving Sam and… Continue

Added by Sue Clearwater on November 20, 2010 at 8:44am — 1 Comment

The Monster Within!

I have never embraced the monster within me, well not really.

My first 200 years were a constant battle, surviving and yet trying to hold onto some humanity. I only ever fed on those who would have meant me harm, if I had indeed been the helpless young woman they thought me to be. I fed on those who were cruel and sadistic, ugly by nature. I have lived the last 165 years in complete happiness and I have never regretted my choices, but a turn of events, an innocent slip up and my world… Continue

Added by Carmen Denali on November 16, 2010 at 10:21am — No Comments

Fear of Losing Familial Bonds

I have contemplated this topic for quite some time now and have finally rested on the one that I feel is my biggest hang-up.

Fear of Losing Familial Bonds

Simply put, life is relational. It is impossible to exist without relationships and close ones involve people we see and talk to almost every day. We work with and depend on these people. These close connections help us to learn, grow and move forward. Every of us move through many different relationships during the… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on November 8, 2010 at 8:21am — 1 Comment