From start to finish the happiness spilled from my soul was non-stop! I stayed up until midnight when I was talking to Carmen Denali, Liam and Sio Donnelly. I heard my email go off from facebook and saw my sissy, Cassi said happy birthday right at midnight! I was so happy when she called me after that! I talked to her, Carmen, Liam, and Sio for a while. I said goodnight to Carmen later at night then when to sleep.

When I woke up it was 10am. I woke up to tons of birthday…

The castle has been rather quiet as of late.  Demetri and Santiago are off in Switzerland trying to find the truth about what is causing the deaths of humans out there.  There was a hunch that it could be vampires, but they are not certain yet.  I've been in constant contact with Santiago the most over the progress of their mission.  So far, nothing looks promising.  Not much is being found.  With these two guys gone, the castle has been considerably a lot calmer.  Although I am admitting…

The trouble with love & boys for me is, in my last relationship, I was always getting accused of upsetting my boyfriend. Also, he would try to tell me that I like to make him mad. This is NOT true. If a boy/man really loves you, wouldn't he bemore sensitive to how you feel when he says things like this? I know it bothered me a lot. I don't understand. But don't get me wrong, all boys/men are not like this. Some are very…

At first glance you see the well groomed beauty before you. You think that she is self centered and extremely self confident. If you take a moment and look a little deeper you see a woman that was hurt by persons or things of her past. These things have molded her fiery personality.

Her regrets and choices have created a fierce companion for Emmett. Who…

This morning, I was graced with having the company of Lady Sulpicia on a horse ride out of the city so I could feed.  However, it wasn't a routine feeding excursion that we'd usually take.  I stumbled upon an e-mail a mortal had sent my way and some of the accusations enraged me.  So, I felt like taking my anger out on a handful of mortals, feeling that if I could torture them and drain them completely while satiating my hunger, I would feel better and at ease.  Wouldn't you know, it did…

Ok, first I have to get my childish feelings out.  I never read such idiotic drivel about what a family is according to Jane Volturi.  She has absolutely no idea what family is. 

Here is the dictionary definition of what a family is: 

fam·i·ly  (f m…

The Cullens call themselves a real family.  I laugh at that.  It amuses me because, if you look at their "family," it's quite dysfunctional and weird.  How is it that you can all have your mates under one roof and not one of them even has any kind of blood relation?  How can you call that a family?  It's a coven and that's it.

Real family is related by blood. Born of the same mother (not "reborn" from the same maker). I do not call Aro my father. He is my maker. I had a mother…

My name is Jessica Lynn, most ppl call me Jess or on here, J-WOW *thanks emmett* lol. I am 23 soon to be 24 yr old living in Brooklyn, Ny. Born and raised here, not that special if you have been here your whole life. But I am sure I take it for granted, I will probly be reminded of that when I go on vacation and everything is closed by midnight lol. I am Irish, Polish and french. I speak english and some spanish. I love shopping, shoes and dresses are my fav. I hate heels though, flats work…

IHappy Fathers day right? No. I don't want to be happy today, or tomorrow, or anyday, I just want my grandpa my papa. I just want to curl up on his lap smiling when he laughs and he's beer gut jiggles like jello, or have him show me how to shoot a gun, one of the lucky grandkids that he tought himself. Then at night fall alseep to him snoring(loudly). So i guess to other people, Happy Fathers day.

I'm tired of the drama, the anxiety attacks and everything that goes with it: the nausea, vomiting, headaches, panic attacks, and tears. 

I got thrown out of the graduate program today.  SO essentially, I got kicked out of school.  Why?  Because I screwed up trying to meet everyone's expectations than my own.  Last week, I was writing a final paper.  Actually, I had been writing it for some time.  I was ready to send it and mysteriously, could not find the files I needed to…