My heart is broken,
Internally I am brought to my knees,
from the burden and pain of the secret I keep,
the secret I keep from him
I am haunted,
haunted in my every waking hour as well as in my dreams,
the horrors I imagine, the consequences should he discover .....
his world is not as it seems, how much does he know?
Would our friendship survive this deceipt?
Would he ever forgive me?
In this I have no choice, I must wait!