"Edward." At the sound, a nostalgic pulse rushed through me. I was used to being able to hearing her thoughts now. My hearing was still selective, she only granted me what she wanted to. Frustrating as it was I had decided it would have to be enough. Having something I once longed for would always bring me excitement, surges of adrenalin that rushed over me, regardless of the amount of time that it had been available to me. I was unsure if this was a character trait or an undead one if being…

“No anguish I have had to bear on your account has been too heavy a price to pay for the new life into which I have entered in loving you.”

-George Eliot





I wished I could agree with him, that no price I had to pay was too much, that I could live peacefully with the promise I had made. Bella's life was too big a price, to valuable. She would argue that it was her price, that I had no say in the matter. She has no idea how entirely wrong she was. The pain and guilt for…

You would think that, by now, I would be use to this. The fire in my throat egnited, sending the monster into a frenzy. She crushed herself close to me knowing that I would resrain her despite myself. Gently, I pulled my face away from hers. She was always entirely too willing to push her luck. But then again, I couldn't call anything that has happened in the past year luck. My fragile little magnit for distruction. She looked up at me, her lower lip puckered out into a pout. I couldn't help…

This is a poem that i wrote when i was 14 yrs old.

You Are A Secret 

You are my destiny

You are my soul

You are a secret,That i never told

When i'm around you

My heart seems to glow

From the look on my face

It seems to show

When our friends are around

We say were only friends

Than it's back to be being lovers again

I don't think i can hold on to long

I don't think i can be this…

As Summer begins to transition into Fall, we are left with a wardrobe that feels a little conflicted. 

Here are some of my top three styles to blend your Summer wardrobe with your Fall wardrobe as you transition. 

1. Light Scarf Accents. 

Adding a light scarf accent to any T-Shirt and Jean combination can start setting the stage for a perfect Fall transition. …

Miracles happen each and every day. 

We tend to focus on the larger miracles or the ones that are almost impossible not to notice. While there is no denying that large miracles are incredible and memorable, while we are only training our mind to notice the big happenings, we so often miss out on the smaller every day miracles. 

To notice and appreciate small miracles, you almost have to re-train your mind to be still and train your eyes to open for small murmurs…

10 Summer Must Haves

1. Bright Maxi Dress
2. Summer Studded Hobo Satchel
3. Lightweight Scarf
4. Aquatic Colored Swim Suit
5. Summer…

She appears with eyes red like strands of velvet, ribbons resembling that of those she pours with anger just as potent.

She coddles the toddler with a mocking expression, it’s mother’s screams falling on seemingly deaf ears, a twisted countenance with all emotions but grief, perhaps anger. An immortal child, a broken little thing with a hunger more insatiable than any other…

There are few things that I covet beyond blood and power, and yet in the cruelest twist of fate and fallacy blood becomes the very thing I seek to diminish. Empires built steadily in the name of my coven, the blind worship and ambitious palms filled with nothing but the bitter taste of my hunger slowly quenched lead to, my thrill and contemplation, choices decided entirely in the name of furthering my, or more decidedly,…

Before my time with Alice, I didn't really have anything you'd call a hobby. Nothing that really interested me. I had some skills when it came to music, but nothing like that of Edward when he learned to play the piano. I had very little I needed before. Though when one finds themselves with so much time on their hands they start picking up hobbies so to speak. Alice and I both have a fondness for Jazz music, and the blues.  They do tend to go hand in hand. So I found it only natural to…

One of the most stressful things as an adult is the ability to have fun with your life. The once youthful feeling of carefree imagination eventually gets replaced with the heavy weight of responsibilities and obligation.

While no one can escape the reality of responsibilities, it is high time we reminded ourselves that in prioritizing having fun amongst a sea of obligation is essential to living a good life.

When most think of “having fun”, they tend to think…

Last night, celebrities and socialites paraded in New York City as they attended the Met Gala. The theme this year was “Heavenly Bodies: Fashion and the Catholic Imagination”. 

Romantic, rich, heavy fabrics paying homage to church and the renaissance art that encapsulates it. …

I thought I would magically wake up on my birthday feeling  older. Turns out, I feel the same, look the same, wear the same size clothes. I measured myself against my closet door and I see that I didn't really grow much since last year either. I guess I'm going to be about 5' 4" then. My sister, Connie, is 5' 6" and I would love to be as…

I think the biggest question I get from people once they know I am clairvoyant is, “What happens next for me?”

It is only natural to be focused on what is to come of us. I even find myself sometimes all too curious as to what my future holds. Over time I have learned that the present is…

Yay for Spring break! I totally am so done with algebra! I had a test today and I did ok on it but I am really tired of studying! I'm glad we have the next week off. Mom and Connie and I are going to do some spring cleaning and then go into Port Angeles for some spring clothes shopping! I am looking forward to getting a new dress or two. 

Quil and I have been doing a lot of hiking lately. Tomorrow is supposed to be beautiful and I can't wait! Hiking has become one of my favorite…

I just found out that a friend of mine that i grew up with & known since he was 5 years old.Went to kindergarten with him died in a car accident along with his sister's husband.I am sad..R.I.P.to the both of them.2018 is not starting out as a good year. 

I can't put one of the lyric words in.I am going to watch the language on this site.So instead..I put Crap,Instead of the real word(Which i am not saying)

 I Don't Give A Crap

You call me all friendly

Tellin' me how much you miss me

That's funny, I guess you've heard my songs…

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore

And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door

And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me

And still you said your love was gone and that I had to leave

Now you're Talking bout a family

Now you're saying I complete your dreams

Oh

Now you're sayin I'm your…

I am making chicken marinated in Garlic & Herb,Mashed Potatoes & Gravy,Broccoli,Alfredo(Pasta Sides)I love to cook. Id rather cook than go out to eat.I'm not that great at cooking.I do try my best.Were suppose to get 13-18 inches of snow tonight.(Please pray for me lol)I hope everyone is having a great day.(I am in a good mood)

Every so often we all just need a getaway. A time to refresh and renew our perspectives and spirits.

When planning a getaway, it can be challenging ensuring that you are getting comfort and style all in one with the limited spaces for packing.

Here are my top three looks to ensure you can lounge in style and glamour.

1. To The Max For The Maxi.…