I ran across the heavy foliage of the forest, my feet only taking my as fast as they could. I pushed them to move faster, knowing that whatever was behind me, was not something I wished to be in contact with. For a split second, I looked back, saw the black shadow approaching me, but when I looked forward, and tripped over a fallen log. It seemed like those movies, when someone trips, they are stuck, and they can't get up. 

I screamed as the wood dug into my pants, pinning me…

Clair de Lune, in my opinion, (as I always have been a Classical "addict" as one could say) has lost it's... quality, I suppose. No, I am not some twi fan writing about this because I heard of Clair de Lune from Twilight. I am writing this from the pit of my heart. Please read on if you wish to discover the tranquility this piece brings me.

The bright, milky moonlight shone into our car, and spilled into the creases and dips in the mountains. It created contours on…

Part 1 – Secrets

“The truth may hurt but it has one path, but lies always hurt and have hundreds of paths” My brother’s words echoed in my head as I ran, I didn’t know where to, but I had to keep running and I couldn’t look back.

I had to stop, but my brother said not to. I didn’t really need to stop but I sensed someone following me.

I needed to stop by the time I got past 6 or 7 streets. I got really paranoid, but why did my brother say run? I could have…

My grandpa's death got me thinking about a few things. First of all..my dreams. I feel like I have let them fall to the wayside, and I don't want to live my life wondering what could have happened. I don't want to pass away without seeing the full potential of them. So, with that, I would like to get involved in the theatre again. Hopefully soon too. My work is demanding though so I am not sure how that will work out.

All we can really do is live our lives on Earth to the…

As always..I am alone this Valentines Day. Meh. I guess I am the Scrooge of Valentines Day. I guess I will never know the true meaning of it until I find that special someone. It used to be fun as children. I remember being excited to buy valentines at the store and write my classmates names on them and pass them out on V-day. Getting them from classmates was exciting as well. I would either get cute Valentines with puppies and kittens or Disney ones. I wish I had saved them all. They would…

This is the song that help me pick out a band name. It inspired me a whole lot! I feel super happy and pumped when I listen to it. I hope you feel the same way about it! Here are they Lyrics:

Manage me, I'm a mess

Turn a page, I'm a book half unread

I wanna be laughed at, laughed with, just because

I wanna feel weightless and that should be enough



Well I'm stuck in this fucking rut

Waiting on a second-hand pick-me-up

And I'm over getting older



If…

It is finally starting to warm up a bit, which is nice. Glad that spring is on its way.

Anyways...I am looking for a new job. I can't take the stress at my current job. I have applied at a few places, here's hoping I get one of them. At this time, I will gladly take a job with lower pay if its a happier job. If I stay at this one, my health will go downhill.

On a better note, I get a bonus in two weeks.

Now I am just sitting here watching…

It's still freezing here. New Mexico is in a state of emergency. The pipes have busted at a lot of places and they are thinking about cutting the gas. Apparently the gas lines coming into Albuquerque are frozen. I have heat for now, but I don't know how much longer it will last. This sucks. Come on spring! Get here already! I'm worried..

I can't believe its been 3 years. You know I've heard "don't worry, Lindsey, it gets easier". Easier, when? cause it still hurts just thinking about her. It hurts worse when I think how she won't be there when at Thanksgiving in Mayo, when my older cousin Ashley gets married, or when I get married.

My Grandma made thanksgiving, thanksgiving in Mayo, it hasn't been the same without her. I remember one year, we had a boys against the girls but I was on the boys sides cause I fight like…

It has been SO cold here in Albuquerque, NM. The desert can get extremely hot and extremely cold..by extreme..I mean that it was actually slightly warmer in Alaska today, in the city closest to the North Pole, than it was here in Albuquerque. It was below zero this morning. I think the warmest it got today was 3 degrees. Now it is - 2 degrees, with a killer wind chill. I wore jeans today and I swear, I felt like my legs were getting frostbite as I waited for the city bus this morning. Come…

 I don't want to miss a thing

    Cause when I'm not with you its hard to breath.

You make me fall in love again

     Every time you look at me.

The way you make me feel,

      is nothing I've ever felt before. 

Everything I do

Is so I can be better for you.

Thinking of you,

     every moment of everyday.

You are the best thing thats ever been mine,

     no matter what comes my way.

I run to…

This is the most random blog ever...why did it take me 30 minutes to make a smoothie? Because I always end up getting in fights with the blender...everytime..no matter what blender! I give up. I am swearing off blenders for the rest of my life!!!

Just had to get that frustration off my chest.

After the show last night, we went to ihop. As a result, I was up sick at 3:30 AM. My grandma came over at 8:30 AM and I soooo wanted to sleep in but she and my aunts wanted to take me out. We went to lunch at the Elephant Bar at 1:00 and then I went to some antique shops with them, which I normally hate, but these shops were pretty cool. I managed to buy a Lord of the Rings movie painting for $10 as well as several used CDs for $1 each.It started snowing while we were out. It has stopped…

The silient streets filled

with hate, pain, and love.

Their silent words

fallon ears that do not care.

Standing in the middle of the street

they hold each other close.

Words of I love you,

fall from their lips.

Rain falls from the sky,

soaking them from head to toe.

The colors of their skin

melt from their faces.

Colors swirl…

Just got back from the theatre! Wicked was awesome! It has always been awesome! There is nothing like seeing it live though. Videos are cool and the soundtrack is awesome..but oh man....it is well worth the money if any of you can go see it!

My only complaint was the sound system of the theater. The music could have been louder and the voices could have been more crisp. I think the theater needs an updated system. It sounded like it was something from the 80s or…

My grandfather passed away 12/12/10. I still remember getting that call at 1 o'clock in the morning saying he had a stroke and had passed away. I am still in disbelief. I was very close to him. As I look though my pictures on my phone, I see the last ones taken of him. I had taken pictures of him with my little nephew when my brother, sister in law and nephew came to visit in September. Little did I know, he'd only be alive for three more months. Its very hard. Christmas was hard too. He…

I've always been the sort of person that followed a routine.  Get up, eat something, go to work, go to school (whatever was on schedule for the day), talk to my mother after my day was done, have supper with her, and get ready for the next day to start over again.  This sounds like a boring existence, and in fact I would have agreed with you about a month ago.  But when one of the elements of your routine is missing, it throws everything else off.  I miss my mother.  I miss talking to her,…

Just got home from a tiring day at work. Who knew that sitting on your butt at a desk for 8 hours a day could be so tiring?  It takes a lot out of you to talk on the phone all day. I actually felt that food service was less tiring than han the desk job I have now.

Sunday is my Friday, which means tomorrow is my Thursday. No wonder why it feels like it is the middle of the week.

I'm glad I am getting off early on Sunday. While Wicked doesn't start until 7:30..I…