I'm not sure if I'm crying cause I'm in pain or what. It feels like my heart was torn burtally from my chest. I haven't cried this much since that day I'm still trying to forget. i've  tried over and over again to foget it but i cant seem too. Its like a nightmare that replays its self over and wont stop. i wanna forgive and forget.. but i dont think tht will ever happen.

The best people in my life make me smile, laugh, make sure I'm safe, make me happy, bring me up when I'm down or sad.. My sisters and mom and aunties are extremly good at that. They dont even have to try! But come that I'm thinking about it I've never thanked them.(One by one):

Mom: Thanks for being…