Friday.

[Amanda Renee Francis]

Friday. A new day. The night held anxiety, and sleeplessness. I wanted to curl up and lay there. But fate had other plans. I got a txt from my friend, studio boss, asking if I was almost there. I called and said I thought I wasn't supposed to work on friday during the day? and we talked about it, and I said I would come down because I really had nothing better to do. *laughs* so, I ended up there. It was....boaring. she and linda, her mom were fighting. I ended up haveing an anxiety attack, again you couldn't tell if you weren't paying attention. I am very good at acting like i'm fine. *weak smile*experiance counts for something i supppose. I trained myself to be that way. I did the make up for the mad hatter tonight, and robert got me into trouble. -_-' mom screamed at me b/c she said I forgot to pick him up. I didn't forget about him, but I was kind of elbow deep in white make up!

OH! I got a letter from a very special person this morning. I think I worried him, b/c he has sent me one every morning for the last few days. *smiles*not that I mind. It is actually helping me through this. I have so much support here. I thank all of you. <3