as i sit here writing this i see how lonley my life is i have one friend who i hardly see no boyfriend (boys dont usually like me) and everbody i meet usually likes my older sister better i mean what kind of an accuse of a teenager am i i only have 3 numbers on my phone that i can text i barly talk to people ill admit im shy but come on some people could step up say hi once mabye somebody could break me out of my shell my unsocilization probably began when i became homeschooled i hardly see…