maybe...

[amber james]

maybe if i had blonde hair instead of my red maybe if i looked alot moore like my sister blonde haired blue eyed size 1 type girl but i dont think i want to be like that though my loud red haired pale freckled self instead i try to be quiet add some blonde highlights and try my hardest to get a tan and finding some way to cover up my feckles with make up theres nothing i can do but i guess embrace what i do have ... i am a loser i have no friends still no boys but i've kind have gotten used to it i have been hanging out with my 11 year old cousin jacob and his 5 year old sister jana and thier parents (they are my second parents hehe) you can never play to much halo with that bunch but it still isnt enough someone to talk to you a friend *mutters under breath* a boyfriend would be nice to im unsocialized (homeschooled) and jsut someone to talk to to tell my problems someone i trust so much to even tell the ones i can't say aloud it would be nice...

[Carlisle Cullen MD]

Amber,
You are beautiful as you are. There is no need to highlight your hair, cover your lovely freckles or change your personality. You are unique... a one of a kind. Homeschooling can be difficult in the social area. I hope that you will grow to accept yourself for who you are and for the potential that you have. There is much you have to offer the world. You can reach any goal you set! You just need to believe in yourself.
You can always talk to me, I'm a good listener and I have been told a time or two that I give pretty good advice!
xx
Carlisle