I had a rough past growing up. i was always like an outcast. i was always picked on for various reasons. and those reasons i will not explain cause they make me cry a lot.i felt like i didn't belong. 10 yrs ago my mom had passed away and i was devastated. Forgive me but for certain ppl i will hold grudges for a very long time.I was never the same since then. I did go into NJROTC to get self dicipline and it worked. if i had the chance to do it again i really would. sometimes i desire revenge so… Continue