it's time for me to reach out for something new, that means you too. i have met a lot of new people who i consider my friends now. and to those people i'd like to say: THANK YOU. you guys mean a lot to me and i appreciate all the things you guys did. i hope our relationship as friends continue. but sometimes it's hard for me to move on. i feel deeply attracted to my friends. and yet i wonder if they feel the same way too. old memories never seem to fade. sometimes i really wonder if some people even deserve my friendship but i'll keep that to myself. i am who i am, no one can change that.