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Compassion

The value of compassion cannot be over-emphasized. Anyone can criticize. It takes a true believer to be compassionate. No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to know no one cares or understands.

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on August 30, 2010 at 3:54pm — No Comments

Innocence Lost - Part 2

It felt like a week had passed; his eyes burned as he repeated his question.

"Where have you been?" he said, voice unfaltering, hands folded neatly in his lap.

Without missing a beat, I lied, " I decided that since I couldn't sleep, it's too hot, that I would start my chores early." I waited eagerly for him to buy it. Surprisingly he did.

"Very good use of time, son." he nodded, gesturing for me to hand him the bucket of water on the hearth. Of course I…

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Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on August 14, 2010 at 8:00pm — No Comments

Innocence Lost - Part 1

Innocence Lost - part 1

I was 13 years old the first time I saw it. I followed them into the woods, keeping a safe distance when I heard the cries and saw them tear off his limbs and behead him, tossing his writhing body into the flames. I didn't dare move for fear that I would be next if they knew what I saw. I stood motionless for what felt like decades but really was merely seconds.

I backed up slowly, turned and ran barefoot back into the house. My father was a…

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Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on June 15, 2010 at 10:00am — 1 Comment

A family divided.......

After a much needed hunt I headed north and came upon Jasper sitting alone in a small clearing. I attempted to speak with him about yesterday's incident. After our confrontation, Esme found us and words were spoken........

Carlisle - Jasper, you do realize the severity of the consequences we would have had to face if our family was exposed yesterday?

Jasper - *My hands tightening beside me into fists, ignoring the surroundings of us as my anger at this man… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on May 26, 2010 at 1:50pm — 1 Comment

With angry words spoken....

Today was supposed to be a day of surprise and delight as I was planning to take Esme to Port Angeles to see a Matinee at the theatre. Jasper brought her to my work to save time and so that we had only one car to deal with. When he arrived, a trauma was brought in and the amount of time too great between now and his last hunt had finally taken it's toll...

Jasper - *Smelling the scent as the trauma patient is brought past me, covered in blood. My sight going blank, the burn in… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on May 25, 2010 at 1:00pm — 9 Comments

The Mother of my Children ( Mother's Day poem I wrote for Esme)

(copyright 9 May 2010)

The Mother of my Children

The gift that you are

The love that you give

The words that you speak

The life that you live

The lives that you touch

The ones you hold dear

Not just once or twice

But each day all year

The core of our lives

The one who binds true

This family of ours

With all that you do

It may go unsaid

The love that we feel

I want you to know

It's… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on May 9, 2010 at 6:13pm — 5 Comments

It's Impossible

It's impossible somedays to even hear myself think at work. We've been extremely busy lately what with budget cuts, the economy and the hiring freeze. I can see a point to a hiring freeze at some places of employment but at places that provide health care services, that's not exactly the smartest idea. When staff is cut, we all suffer. We suffer as the remaining, over-worked, stressed out employees and the patients suffer from lack of proper response time, fewer appointments and very…

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Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on April 15, 2010 at 10:30am — 4 Comments

Darling Esme

*Copyrighted Material*

June 6,… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on April 15, 2010 at 12:00am — No Comments

A letter to Esme , February 6, 1944

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Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on February 26, 2010 at 12:30pm — No Comments

House Guest

We have a house guest, her name is Lizzie and she's been through a very traumatic ordeal. I felt it best that she stay with us where I can keep an eye on her and ensure her safety until at which time she is well enough to go out on her own and when I am sure that there is no further danger.

Most of the family are riled up because she is staying here. She's very appreciative and has been absolutely no work for any of us. Alice is enjoying her company as is Esme. Jasper and Rose are… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on January 31, 2010 at 4:08am — 1 Comment

The Delivery

(Copyright 2 December, 2009 TCO)

BIRTH OF AYASHA

Carlisle: *kneels down next to Emily, pressing lightly on her abdomen* I'm going to examine you again, same as last time, ok?

Sam: -holding your hand still I kneel back down beside you-

Emily: -nods as I stare into your eyes, trying to remember to breathe-

Carlisle: Breathe Emily

Emily: -inhales deeply as I look at Carlisle-

Carlisle: *examines her and smiles* Good girl, those… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on December 3, 2009 at 4:34pm — 1 Comment

A peek into a perfect afternoon

(copyright Nov 29, 2009)

Me - What have you planmned for me for New Years? *grins, twirling you around my office*

Esme - *Spins around in your arms, pushing you up against the desk, and leaning in close to you* Oh..I can think of a few ideas..

Me - *inhales your intoxicating scent* Oh? I'm all ears *grins*

Esme -…

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Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on November 29, 2009 at 5:30pm — 2 Comments

Carlisle Vs Caius

(copyright October 2009)

Carlisle Cullen MD - Greetings, Caius *nods in respect*

Caius Volturi - *nods* Carlisle...

Carlisle Cullen MD - Nice to see you

Caius Volturi - is it...are you still choosing the MUTTS over your own kind?

Carlisle Cullen MD - *laughs and nods* Certain ones have proved themselves worthy of our loyalty, yes.

Caius Volturi - *sneers* so you are still a traitor

Carlisle Cullen MD - Some may view it that way

Caius Volturi - *smirks*… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on November 28, 2009 at 12:30am — No Comments

Once upon a midnight dreary....

(copyright November 10, 2009)

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December of 1944

The war was in full force and we were completely surrounded and severely out numbered by the German army. Our boys dug in deep in the…

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Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on November 27, 2009 at 12:00pm — No Comments

Apology Between Father and Daughter - Dialogue between Rosalie and myself

Me - *types, completely engrossed in my writing*

Rosalie - *puts wedding planning down taking a deep breath in before heading towards the study , knocking… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on November 23, 2009 at 3:30pm — 2 Comments

Is this the Painful Truth? Dialogue between Rosalie and Myself....

A conversation between myself and Rosalie earlier today...

Rosalie - *storms out of my room towards the office slamming the door open without knocking* This… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on November 16, 2009 at 3:00pm — 3 Comments

War or Peace?

We have a meeting today with the Romanians with the hopes to secure peace. Caius is adamant that a war is the only solution. I disagree as does Aro. We will attempt to… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on November 8, 2009 at 5:30am — No Comments

We have arrived safely in Volterra

We have arrived safely in Volterra. We were greeted by Aro and Caius and by the way things are going, I don't know when I will have another chance to write to you.

Aro has agreed to allow me to attempt peaceful negotiations whilst Caius is hell bent on bloodlust. I just hope I can do this my way as to avoind un-necessary conflict.

Edward, Bella, Emmett and Rosalie are here with Esme and myself and have declared their loyalties to the Volturi if a war should break out.

It doesn't… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on November 7, 2009 at 5:30am — No Comments

In 369 years..

10 things I have learned in 369 years

1. Compassion isn't all it's cracked up to be. It threatens to burst through my chest as I wrestle with intense feelings of emotion and concern.

2. Love is more intense than ever imagined. It grows more and more with each passing moment and no matter how much you love someone right now, that intensity will at least triple by tomorrow.

3 Even after 369 years, I STILL manage to put my foot in my mouth.

4. Sometimes… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on October 2, 2009 at 9:10am — 2 Comments

Fear

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Fear

Its midnight and I am at work, listening to the blips and beeps of the various… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on August 16, 2009 at 7:00am — 1 Comment