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How much did he love me?
How little did he love me?
How little did he care?
How much?
Does he still love me?
I will never know. Thinking about him makes me cry.The hole that he left was filled with hate,then anger,then hurt,Now sadness.It feels like my insides are being ripped out.I'm not sure what to say..What to do.if I could say six words they would be "I love you I'm so sorry."Will I ever see him again?After I choked out those words the emotions I felt would come back and i would cry and ask "Why?"Falling to my knees and sobbing I think I still love him but I'm not sure.I do know that I miss him though.I sometimes think he doesn't love me or care for me so I pretend that he does.Telling myself over and over again that he does wanting to believe its true maybe it is.Maybe its not.But I will never talk to him.Never see him.Will I?
How little did he love me?
How little did he care?
How much?
Does he still love me?
I will never know. Thinking about him makes me cry.The hole that he left was filled with hate,then anger,then hurt,Now sadness.It feels like my insides are being ripped out.I'm not sure what to say..What to do.if I could say six words they would be "I love you I'm so sorry."Will I ever see him again?After I choked out those words the emotions I felt would come back and i would cry and ask "Why?"Falling to my knees and sobbing I think I still love him but I'm not sure.I do know that I miss him though.I sometimes think he doesn't love me or care for me so I pretend that he does.Telling myself over and over again that he does wanting to believe its true maybe it is.Maybe its not.But I will never talk to him.Never see him.Will I?
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