My worris, my way of life, everything that makes me who I am

[Kat]

I wake every morning to a side of the bed that is cold.

I wake to silence at least till the two year old comes in.

Then it is my humdrum boring life I must attend to. Taking care of the child, myself, and errands. When it start to get too much I sit to gather myself.

As I sit, I remember why he is not home with me and our son. He is out there doing something in his life that would allow his loved ones to contiune the option of dong boring things. I am grateful and proud to say that military members do keep us safe, they help us to continue our way of life even if we think it is boring. I am proud of my Airman, of what he does and what he will do. He still has plenty more he needs to do at home, so he WILL come home. Then things could attempt to retun to normal, whatever that is. His life, his choices his job are the things that have allowed us to even sit here and talk on the computer. I miss my husband like crazy you would not even begin to believe. However, I do sit in comfort remembering he is out there helping other familes to live in comfort and safe just as I do.

Military Members for what they do should be thanked. Thanked that they afford us the oppurunity to continue our lives in the manner we want as individuals.

So, today I miss my husband so very much, but I will gladly stand on any mountain top and support him for allowing me to do boring things like vege in front of the t.v.

Missing him will make it better once he's back. Sometimes Missing somoene is the remedy and it is so much more bliss when they do return.

[Kat]

That's Jake. It will be. Only a little longer to go.

[Gayatri Anand]

Its very nicely written.

[Kat]

I wish you could talk to your Uncle more often.

[Kat]

Court- Thanks. I was in some mood last night and it had been rambling around in my head so I wrote it down.It's a bit easier that I can talk to him ALMOST every day.
Gayartri- Wow what?

[Gayatri Anand]

WOW.