My Dearest Jake,

[Renesmee Black-Cullen]

I find myself speechless around you even though there is so much I want to tell you. So now while I am sitting here, supposing to be doing my research on my next project.  But once again all I am thinking about is you.

So I decided to write you a letter, to tell you of just how amazing you make me feel. How much I love you and how much I look forward to our future together.

You are the one person that makes me feel normal and special at the same time. With you I feel like I fit in perfectly. I feel like I am strong and fearless and yet able to be gentle.

Since my first moments in life you were there, to protect me and be there for me. I have seen our friendship bloom into love and now I find myself so in love with you. Whenever I am around you or even just hear the mention of your name, my heart starts to speed up.

Your kisses make my heart race and at times it feels as if my feet don’t even touch the floor. In your arms I feel loved and desired.

You always seem to understand me and make me feel that what I think and feel are the most important thing there is.

Being away from you is physically painful as if part of me is incomplete and I can’t even begin to think of any day where I am not near you.

I sometimes feel like I can’t breathe until I am once again in your arms. I know that at times my family feel concerned about the intensity I feel for you. I wish they can understand what it is to be your imprint. How it feels to have one person be your gravity and reason for keeping you grounded.

I suppose they will never really understand or know just how much and how deeply I love you.

I just wanted to say that I love you so much, you are the most important person in my life, my reason for living and without you I will be completely lost.

I am thankful that I was given and chosen to be your imprint. I promise that I will spend all my life being all you need.

I sometimes find myself thinking of our future together. I think of being married to you and spending the rest of my life with you.

I know this is becoming a very soppy letter, but this is what I feel all day and every day.

                                                                  

You are my life and dreams and I just wanted to say:

Jacob Black I love you with all my heart, soul and mind

[Renesmee Black-Cullen]

Thanks Maddy and I do feel so lucky to have him as my best friend, my protector and the one who holds my heart forever.