Beginning to Wonder

[William Ephraim Black]

• Originally Posted by Billy Black on August 2, 2015 at 7:54am

So I've found a few more of Tiffany's poems. I am repetitively drawn to that damn box in the workshop. I KNOW I shouldn't but I can't stop myself. Her words are alive with emotion and so much pain that I can't help but wonder what sparked it all and if it still digs deep within her.

I do see a faint wall sometimes when we're talking freely and conversations turn to the deep past. Something is there and we've never 'gone' there in our talks. I wonder should I fess up, tell her I found the box of poems? Be honest and let her know that I am weak and cannot shy away from them? I am torn, worried she'll be upset and that her trust in me will be ruined.
I think I'm going to give Embry a call. I don't know where to start. Do I call him? What do I ask? Will he think less of me for caving and reading the poems after the box fell? Ugh ... I'm so torn I just don't know what to do.

Hmm.. Maybe I'll call Sue first.... Ugh.