A little Girl....

[Crystal Dawn]

A little girl scream as a window breaks,

as she screams, tears run down her face as her father leaves her once again, 

her mother yells at her while she is screaming and crying telling her to shut up and grow up and to get over herself even though she is only a child,

the little girl is scared her daddy will not come back soon she relizes she was right he is not coming home he is gone for good...

 

The little girl stays up all night crying watching her mommy drink away the pain,

she think to her self (i did this my daddy is gone because of me), 

this little girl never forgives herself and she still doesn't,

the little girl is not little no more she is about to be a young woman..... she has lived a okay life so far with or without a father figure in her life...

 

her mother still treats her badly most the time and she crys herself to sleep every night and when she cant fall asleep its because she is to scared to fall asleep...

she hides her fear all day till someone finally breaks her and she crys yet again...her friend don't know wht she goes though they say they do only to make her feel better...

she always think they do not know the pain i have been though they never will they will never under stand...

 

for many years and still to this day she still feels worthless.. then someone comes along and treats her right he says he loves her next thing you know he is all over her best friend and breaking her heart and living her like her father did so many years ago...

 

to this day this girl still feels the same and feels as if she doesn't belong anywhere....