My life before was terrible. I have been reading though my old blog post and reading the replies. I realized i has very depressed. Well I'm making my come back to the cullens online. I wanted to say that yes i was gone for a very long time but I'm back now and I'm better than ever. Yes I still have my bad moments but doesn't everyone? I also wanted to thank everyone here on TCO that commented on my old blog posts that really helped me get though my hard times. So thank you all of you. Crystal… Continue

When she screams it makes you wanna curl up and cry.

When she hugs you, you never wanna letter her go. 

When she whipsers in your ear you get chills down your back.

When she is sad you would do anything to make her happy.

When she crys you wanna know what happened and if she is okay.

She will scream, cry, laugh, hug, whisper, and be sad but she is only a toddler she will learn to grow sooner or later but right now she just wants to be her and play and laugh…

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The bruises you left will never go away.

The scars on my arms will never leave and the new ones heal parchly.

My heart can no longer heal from what you did to it.

My life is no longer worth living with out you in it.

When you left you didn't just take your self you took my soul so many years ago.

My father. My Mother. My life. Its gone.

A little girl scream as a window breaks,

as she screams, tears run down her face as her father leaves her once again, 

her mother yells at her while she is screaming and crying telling her to shut up and grow up and to get over herself even though she is only a child,

the little girl is scared her daddy will not come back soon she relizes she was right he is not coming home he is gone for good...

 

The little girl stays up all night crying watching her…

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Most people say there past is the easiest to forget when really its not. See I grew up with no father and not muc of my mother but she is with me now. See I didn't know tell 1 month ago from the time I was born till I was 6 my father didn't think I was his daughter he thought it was a mistake and well it was hard to find this out right after I had been in his marriage as his new wifes maid of honor.

 

Now I don't know how to talk to him he keeps telling me he loves me but how…

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