My grandmother's boyfriend who i am close to passed away the other day..He had cancer before but beat it,Than it came back again with a vengeance.He had a stroke.We thought his cancer was stable.Instead of taking care of his cancer & giving him treatment.They Were to worried about his stroke(Which paralyzed him on his left side)We think that he passed cause of his cancer spreading.Instead of them stabilizing it.All in all..I am sad to see him go..I am really going to miss…

#1 you can't sue monster energy drink company..Your the one who was buying them for your nephew.That is why he is in the hospital throwing up blood from bleeding ulcers.Who's fault is that?Not the Company's fault.If you take that company to court,The judge will just laugh you & tell you the same thing that i am saying right now.It's your fault for buying them for your 15 year old nephew.Get real..Seriously!!!

I am going to tell you a little story.This girl met this guy through friends.Started dating him.After 1 year,Moved in with him & his family.She was in her 20's almost 30's.The guy was in his 20's.His father was sometimes a bully & if she didn't do chores she would get her computer taken away.When she was on her computer she was only allowed on it until the father came home from work & than she had to get off it.She was told mean things like"The only reason why your here is…

My Christmas was okay i guess.I got a lot of presents.My aunt came down to visit,.When i came to visit her and my grandparents..They acted like they didn't even want me there.(My Aunt is at my mom's mom and dad's house)I thought that was kind of rude.At least i got my other grandmother(My dad's mom)Who i am closer to than my mom's mom & dad)She does more for me & my other half.Thinking about it,Makes me want to cry.I am a soldier.Got to be strong.I use to be close to them when i was…

This is a poem that i wrote when i was 14 yrs old.

You Are A Secret 

You are my destiny

You are my soul

You are a secret,That i never told

When i'm around you

My heart seems to glow

From the look on my face

It seems to show

When our friends are around

We say were only friends

Than it's back to be being lovers again

I don't think i can hold on to long

I don't think i can be this…

I just found out that a friend of mine that i grew up with & known since he was 5 years old.Went to kindergarten with him died in a car accident along with his sister's husband.I am sad..R.I.P.to the both of them.2018 is not starting out as a good year. 

I can't put one of the lyric words in.I am going to watch the language on this site.So instead..I put Crap,Instead of the real word(Which i am not saying)

 I Don't Give A Crap

You call me all friendly

Tellin' me how much you miss me

That's funny, I guess you've heard my songs…

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore

And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door

And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me

And still you said your love was gone and that I had to leave

Now you're Talking bout a family

Now you're saying I complete your dreams

Oh

Now you're sayin I'm your…

I am making chicken marinated in Garlic & Herb,Mashed Potatoes & Gravy,Broccoli,Alfredo(Pasta Sides)I love to cook. Id rather cook than go out to eat.I'm not that great at cooking.I do try my best.Were suppose to get 13-18 inches of snow tonight.(Please pray for me lol)I hope everyone is having a great day.(I am in a good mood)

I haven't been feeling like myself.My demons are trying to come through.I won't let them.Wish i could get rid of them. I refuse to be put on medication.(When i say demons,I mean my depression)it doesn't happen very often.Some times They want to show up.The tears start to fall.This is for no reason.I use to be a happy person.Now..I am not as happy.Just want to go back to the happy girl that i use to be.I hope you all are having a good day!!!

I just got a call.My grandfather passed away today.Another angel gained his wings.R.I.P. Pop Pop,You will be missed & i love you!!!

I woke up to having a bad nightmare.I decided to go onto you tube and listen to music to cope with it.It did help a little bit.The nightmare would keep coming up in my head/I think i need a psychiatrist..Maybe just to talk to someone who understands me & knows what i am going through.I hope everyone is having a good day!!!!

We officially have snow..It snow 4-5 Inches here in NJ.Snow on the porch.It looks awesome.Please be careful driving in whatever state you live in.If it's snowing there or you already got it.Happy Trails everyone!!!

I unfortunately might have to go to the dentist.I will probably have 3 teeth pulled.One on my left(Wisdom Tooth) 2 more on my right.(Which are wisdom teeth)Not what i wanted to do.Especially cause of the holiday seasons.I hope everyone has a Joyous Season.!!!

I am spending my christmas holiday season with the love of my life & were going to my grandmother's house.It's not going to be the same without my parents around to celebrate with them.I really miss them.I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!!!