sometimes i feel like a FREAK.
like... i get so paranoid. and i'm not so sure as to why.
i think it might be simply because i have lost so many friends... i cant help but to be paranoid. to be paranoid that when i have a friend so good, it'll end.
in retrospect... i do what this saying says i shouldnt:
"if you spend ur whole life waiting for the storm, you'll never enjoy the sunshine."
i guess i always wait for the storm. i always…
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