I think it's very hard for me to look at - to hear.. the way he always talks so intense about her - so deeply - so much in love - so full of love and admire about her.. you can feel the intense love in his voice - she is his life now - nothing can make him walk away from her - he lives to protect her - her life to him is more value rebel then his own - you would think it would make me happy - that it would make me feel hope for the future - hope for my future - that it would make me hoping -… Continue