No sooner do you celebrate a birthday these days and the next one seems to be just around the corner. I remember when I was a kid and time moved so slow, birthdays took forever to come around. The slowest were the milestone birthdays of course. I remember when I was 10, I just couldn't wait to turn 16. "Sweet 16" as everyone says, and I remember being so excited, I'm sure I drove my family crazy. The funny thing was, by the end of that first week of being "sweet 16" I was feeling a little…

There is never anything quite so wonderful, as catching up with old friends. If the friendship is true, then no amount of time apart will diminish it's value, or the excitement one feels when faced with the prospect of a reunion.

Like everyone I have friends, however... unlike everyone else, some of my friends are paintings. How do I explain that to you so…

Some people may think I’m and Ice Queen with no feelings or like Jacob once called me, Ice Cold Barbie, that all I care about is about me and my vanity. Well that is not true, yes I was a drama Queen I admit it, but that was only during my newborn days and even a couple of years after my change but it all changed when I found my Emmett, he turned my world around, he made me the person I am now and for that and many other reasons I love him.

Yes, I admit I am still not and easy person…

 Most people who don't know me, may think that I'm nothing but a big dude with nothing between my ears and alot of muscle. Those who really know me, know I'm actually pretty caring and protective of those I love. Again like a big teddy bear, but don't piss me off or threaten any of my family members unless you want to become a smudge on the pavement. I do actually think, it's just sometimes I do things then think about it later.. which almost always gets me in trouble. Anyway, I'm good at…

  From what I can remember of my human life I drank as hard as I worked, and gambled all my money away as fast as I could earn it. I was quick to anger, and sure as hell never backed down from a fight. I was a little reckless I suppose you could say. However, though I didn't know it, my life was about to be changed.

One day in 1935,  I was out hunting in the woods, and was caught off guard when a bear came out of no where and attacked me. I tried to dodge the powerful hits of it's…

The first while after phasing it was Sam Paul and me.  Then Sam imprinted on Emily.  What a trial that was for all of us to go through.  Then I imprinted on Kim and I understood more of what Sam went through.  While Emily at first tried to reject Sam to spare Leah's feelings, everything that happened between Kim and I those first few weeks after imprinting were the total opposite.  Kim wanted to be with me before I imprinted on…

It had been 2 years after my change, I was still not too happy about the change my life had taken, better said the way my life had ended and this new one began and was even more upset over Edward’s rejection, I didn’t feel anything for him, but I had never taken rejection lightly as I had never in my past life had been rejected, everyone wanted to be with me, I was of course beautiful and now that was enhanced with my transformation. I was thankful that I didn’t struggle much with…