Wondering why it is that everytime i believe things are going to go right they seem to go wrong.
how even though i thought you could never be betrayed by family i have time and time again.
So I keep to myself now. I try not to trust many people now. Just so i dont have to deal with the shock or hurt that is sure to come soon after i find out what has happened.
Gosh my world is turned upside down all the time. Why cant i jus have at least one week were i can just have fun and not worry about what is going to happen once i turn around or leave the room. But then again what is kife without the constant reminder that you will always have someone in the world that does not like you and is making it their personal mission to make you miserable.
At least i have somethings to look forward to. Like my weekend out with my best friends/sisters this weekend. We are going to see My Sister's Keeper. Which i heard is going to be very good.
I have Softball Camp. Which is actually kinda fun. Except when you spend 2 hours throwing, catching, and hitting in the HOT sun.
I have my Cooking Classes which start soon. So i actually get to learn some new things. Which is cool. I actually plan on going to Culinary School after high school sooo....We'll see how that goes.
Then I have the on-going job of going on interviews to get a job. Which means less time in the house then i already spend here.