thoughts

[Edward Cullen]

 A Dream Is Defined As A Succession Of Images, Thoughts, Or Emotions Passing Through The Mind During A State Of Unconsciousness. This Was Otherwise Known As Sleep. The Term Would Never Relate To Myself, However, As Sleeping Was A Luxury Not Obtainable To My Kind. Another Definition Of The Same Word, Conversely, Is A Wild Or Vain Fantasy. This Definition Seemed More Appropriate When Associating The Word, Dream, To Myself. Wild And Vain, Indeed. My Egotistical Nature Seemed To Be Everywhere At Once As I Closed My Eyelids. It Burned There, In The Pictures That Were Painting Themselves In My Mind. And Suddenly It Was As If I Was Hearing My Own Thoughts. Thoughts That I Struggled To Keep Obscured From Myself. If I Didn’t Know Better, I Would Assume I Was Dreaming. Daydreaming Perhaps? Absentmindedly Dreaming While Awake? Ah. But My Mind Was Not Absent At All. In Fact, The Image I Was Painting In My Mind Was Both Behind My Eyelids And In Front Of Them. Perhaps I Only Wished For It To Be A Dream. Or More Suitably, A Nightmare.