The future of mine

[Ryu Hayabusa]

One of my nights, i said to myself "What would be the future of mine?". I've keep saying over and over that someday I would have a family of my own, but that won't happen cause there is not one person out there who would ever consider me as a husband or boyfriend in the near future. So i decided to walk down a lonely path and it split into two ways, one leading to death, the other to fame and fortune. So i decided to go down one path(the death) and finds out that i died due to cancer. I went back to the other one(fame and fortune) and finds out that i am a multi-millonaire owning some major companies as the head executive of them with a family with some children.

 

Some believe that my nights or dreams would come true, but I have had not one that came true and hoping that it will end some in the future, perhaps in the next 5 yrs, that is, if i don't die. My life has had its ups and downs and i don't know where to go. Should i just stay as a human, should i stay as something that i ever wanted to be. Perhaps my friends will be there for me if i die. Perhaps the people on here who i chat with will be in my heart forever. Perhaps the people who i love will be there for me at times and i will be there for them. So many decisions. So many choices. I can't decide on what i should do with my future. Should i stay alive? Should i live a healthy life? or Should i just leave my life the way it is. I know that someday i would have to make a choice and hope that i would pick the right one. If for some reason that I don't, then the future of mine will be like most people who i care alot and die at their hands

[Amanda Renee Francis]

I agree, and I know how you feel. *hugs*I am here for you my friend what ever you need. ;D