old times,new beginings..

[Carlisletwifan]

I remember the time when my boyfriend broke up with me a year ago now,i cried in pain for months,i was so depressed,my friends didn't know who i was anymore...life felt so non-existant,as if it could not have me in it,i would lock myself up in my room,pass off my meals,wishing the memories would fade into non -existance,with no regret,i used to be a very damaged person,my family and friends hoped to see change,i wore black clothes and heavy eyeliner for months and cried in sorrow then i realised what is the use of crying in pain,when i couldn't do a thing about it,i mean he's not comi-ng back,when i could be having a great life so i turned it around and that's what got me here today,if i didn't change i would'nt be the same person i am today,so my advice to all teen girls who's love slips away is to not sit down in a ditch somewere in sorrow and depression,think possitive trust me it will help,you get through it,what's the point getting depressed over it,it won't bring him back

xx Carlisletwifan  have a great life,you only get to life it once,short and sweet,(exept vampires) *laughs* :) <3

[Carlisletwifan]

Oh that's good,oh and you won't believe this but it's not going to well for me coz i'm Pregnant!!!,i found out that im about two weeks,my mum is taking me for an ultra-sound tomorrow,she cried when i told her.but she is being very supportive,i thought once i told her that she wouln't let me see Cory evr again but she is still letting me,Cory has to tell his parents too,hopfully he doesn't get into trouble!!,i'm really scared that i'm going to be a mother at 14 but my mum told me just to think positive and i'll get throught it!! wish me luck

xx CTF :/

[Macy gurzynski]

That's awesomee. :) i'm not totally over the boy I was talking about but, it's getting better. :)

[Carlisletwifan]

oh thats ok i havn't  given anyone advice a while,but guess what i finally have a new BF,this guy from high school asked me out the other day his name is Cory McKenzie,i havn't felt this way in ages since my ex-Bf im so happy!

[Macy gurzynski]

-Carlisletwifan, Thank you. I understand what you're saying to me but, I just can't bring myself to give up on him. Not quite yet. I got advice from a guy friend today who was in a similar situation and he told me that "love is a crazy thing but, a good feeling. It will have it's ups and downs. I'm sure you guys will be together soon. Stay close to him, be there for him & never give up." And honestly, I think i'm going to stick with that adivce for awhile and see if he's right. Thank you so very much though. :)

[Carlisletwifan]

-Macy you should accept it,because i promise you,that you will find that special person who wants,and will be will you,and just enjoy life don't make yourself be depressed,think happy,and possitive,that's all i can say,sorry if i wasn't any help ! :(
good luck hun :) xx

[Macy gurzynski]

I have to say it's a funny thing that I came across this blog post because I met the most amazing boy about 2 weeks ago. He lives right next door to my mom. The first few times we sat outside and talked were great but, after I told him about how I was develpoing feelings for him, his answer wasn't horrible but it was enough to upset me. He told me he couldn't be in a relationship with me right now because all his past relationships he's put his heart & soul into and all the girls broke his heart so he doesn't have that trust with me quite yet. I find it hard to leave him to go places and be with my friends. I can be happy for a short amount of time but it's just a matter or hours before someone texts me and asks me about him and gets me thinking and depressed again. What should I do? I can't help it.