Not your average girl

[Renesmee Black-Cullen]

There is this little coffee shop in town. I love going there and the owners know me quite well. They have this cozy nook where I usually have a cup of coffee or hot chocolate. I love sitting there watching the girls and boys walk past. Wondering how it would be to be friends with them. How it would be to be your average teenage girl.

 

I look like your average 16 year old girl. I might sound a bit older but in years I am only 4 soon to be 5 looking like 17.

Yes, I am not your average girl. I am a vampire hybrid.

 

But yet I find myself thinking and feeling just like an average girl. I have dreams and desires. I have plans for the future. Places I want to see and experience.

 

I also know that there is a lot I will never experience that an average girl will get to experience. Things like growing old with the person I love. For in two years time I will have achieved my full growth. After that I will stay the way I am just like the other females in my family and the other covens we call our friends.

 

Although there all these things I may never get to experience. I still know that I am so much luckier than any other average girl.

 

The love I have from my mom and dad is so strong and so deep. Deeper than any bond there is between parent and child. The love I have from the rest of my family is just as amazing. Unlike other average girls I have the most amazing boyfriend. Jacob who not only is my best friend but so much more and I know that he will always be in my life and I in his. Together Forever.

 

 

So while at times I wonder if being average is better, I know in my heart and soul that I am perfect just the way I am. I don’t want my life any different from what I have now.

 

I am a girl just not your average girl.