I don't want to be my parent, I want to say yes but I'm so scared we'll end up like my parents. He hasn't asked yet, but he says when he gets out of the army he will. I know we're not my parents, but thats all I've know about marriage, you get married cause your in love, you have kids then one day the one says you know what, I don't love you anymore, so I'm leaving. Then the kids think its they're fault. My mom has gotten 2 divorces, I can't put my kids though that.
But I love Chris with my whole heart I want to say yes, when he ask but I don't know if I'll have the strength and courage to say yes then I do. I'm scared I'll loss the best thing thats ever happened to me. I want to marry him when he ask but can I put my family's history behind me?