on with the show.

[Amanda Renee Francis]

My heart is heavy today. I relived events that shattered me, but it is alright. I have the unfortunate curse of love. But is it really a curse? I burn with intense passion for everything, and sometimes even fire gets burned. I feel myself cracking again, and it's everything I can do to hold it together. I love the smiling faces of my studio kids, and the loveing kisses of my own four legged children. I love to see the happy faces of the people that enjoy me here. It is welcoming here. I've been drowning for a long time, and strangely, i have found a rock.

I wonder....when Rosalie is in one of her moods or just being "nasty." has anyone ever thought to grab her by the arm and pull her to them, and hold tight? To let her rage and cry on thier shoulder. She seems mean and tuff, but i know she's fragile. She is as delicate as a rose. So, i understand you. ;)

I don't know why I am so melloncoly tonight. *shrugs* prehaps i should try to sleep before i look more like a racoon. lol. for after all the show must go on.