An Interactive Twilight Experience.
Most people say there past is the easiest to forget when really its not. See I grew up with no father and not muc of my mother but she is with me now. See I didn't know tell 1 month ago from the time I was born till I was 6 my father didn't think I was his daughter he thought it was a mistake and well it was hard to find this out right after I had been in his marriage as his new wifes maid of honor.
Now I don't know how to talk to him he keeps telling me he loves me but how do I know he is not lying. Now with what ihave been though not just with him but with my mom and everyone hating me where i go to school just because i'm "different" I don't know who to believe for anything. My mother has hurt me in the past to in who how many ways possible. I don't think getting yelled at 24/7 is love i think its hate, but what do I know i'm only 14 going into Honors classes in High School and Collage prep classes, So I know nothing, right?
I just really don't understand my past and why my dad wouldn't want me I was great growing up and I still am but I just don't know why he didn't love me. I always needed a dad in my life and to say the truth everyday I got off my bus in front of my house i would step down, close my eyes and wish the biggest wish that he would be inside waiting on me and I was always disappointed*closes eyes and feels week at memory*. And well my grandparents are not big helpers at all with my past even though I need them. And I mean I don't even know what i'm doing I feel like no one loves me even though my family says they do, but who am I to believe when they always lied?
Please comment if you have anything to say or any questions... Thank you for reading this.. :/