It is no secret to anyone how I would have wanted to have children of my own, it was one of my dreams, a dream that obviously could not be fulfilled but it all changed the moment I received that call from Bella asking for my help when she found out she was pregnant, I could not say no for many reasons, probably a powerful personal reason but for many others as well and I know the risk it involved, I know that there was a strong possibility that we could lose Bella, but I had hope, we have…