maybe if i had blonde hair instead of my red maybe if i looked alot moore like my sister blonde haired blue eyed size 1 type girl but i dont think i want to be like that though my loud red haired pale freckled self instead i try to be quiet add some blonde highlights and try my hardest to get a tan and finding some way to cover up my feckles with make up theres nothing i can do but i guess embrace what i do have ... i am a loser i have no friends still no boys but i've kind have gotten used…