My grandpa's death got me thinking about a few things. First of all..my dreams. I feel like I have let them fall to the wayside, and I don't want to live my life wondering what could have happened. I don't want to pass away without seeing the full potential of them. So, with that, I would like to get involved in the theatre again. Hopefully soon too. My work is demanding though so I am not sure how that will work out.

All we can really do is live our lives on Earth to the…

As always..I am alone this Valentines Day. Meh. I guess I am the Scrooge of Valentines Day. I guess I will never know the true meaning of it until I find that special someone. It used to be fun as children. I remember being excited to buy valentines at the store and write my classmates names on them and pass them out on V-day. Getting them from classmates was exciting as well. I would either get cute Valentines with puppies and kittens or Disney ones. I wish I had saved them all. They would…

It is finally starting to warm up a bit, which is nice. Glad that spring is on its way.

Anyways...I am looking for a new job. I can't take the stress at my current job. I have applied at a few places, here's hoping I get one of them. At this time, I will gladly take a job with lower pay if its a happier job. If I stay at this one, my health will go downhill.

On a better note, I get a bonus in two weeks.

Now I am just sitting here watching…

It's still freezing here. New Mexico is in a state of emergency. The pipes have busted at a lot of places and they are thinking about cutting the gas. Apparently the gas lines coming into Albuquerque are frozen. I have heat for now, but I don't know how much longer it will last. This sucks. Come on spring! Get here already! I'm worried..

It has been SO cold here in Albuquerque, NM. The desert can get extremely hot and extremely cold..by extreme..I mean that it was actually slightly warmer in Alaska today, in the city closest to the North Pole, than it was here in Albuquerque. It was below zero this morning. I think the warmest it got today was 3 degrees. Now it is - 2 degrees, with a killer wind chill. I wore jeans today and I swear, I felt like my legs were getting frostbite as I waited for the city bus this morning. Come…

This is the most random blog ever...why did it take me 30 minutes to make a smoothie? Because I always end up getting in fights with the blender...everytime..no matter what blender! I give up. I am swearing off blenders for the rest of my life!!!

Just had to get that frustration off my chest.