I still think about him often. I'm moving on with my life, but still, I think about him and what could have been. I see many of my friends and other people my age settling down, some even starting their own families. I'm waiting for when it is my turn. Eric and I had it all. We even talked about the future. But, as people often do, we drifted apart. It was not by my choice though. It's easy for me to blame him, but I have come to realize that it happens. I'm not the only girl recovering from a broken heart.

What I need to do is start to build my own future. I think I need to go on my own Eat, Pray, Love inspired solo vacation and experience life experiences I have never experienced before. Hmmm....where should I go? I have about three weeks until I start my job. Maybe I should plan this for the week before I start at Forks High. Hawaii sounds nice, but a bit out of my price range. Maybe I could drive down the pacific coast and just take my time. That would be a bit more doable at this point in time. Maybe there's something I haven't done or tried yet, that I can discover driving down the coast, down to San Diego and back.

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Comment by Katie Marshall on July 31, 2014 at 10:13am

He was my first love, so that's always going to be painful, as my mom said. I hope you find closure.


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