An Interactive Twilight Experience.
Well, it is starting to hit me. It is the fear of failure. I guess it comes with any change in life. I am talking about my job as a teacher at Forks High. What if I am not good enough? What if I do something to muck it up? I really hate these feelings because they detract from my excitement. I have heard teaching is not the easiest job in the world. I cannot afford to mess up this opportunity. As my first day creeps closer, I am getting more nervous. Granted, I still have about 6 weeks. I mean, I know my stuff. I'm no dummy. In college, I studied music theory with a major in vocal performance. During my time getting my teaching certificate, I sat in on several classes in Port Angeles. When it comes to teaching, I learned a lot from that. But none the less, I cannot stop the doubts from creeping into my head.
I guess my nick name should be Cold Feet Katie, because that sums me up in a nutshell right now. Guess I need to just grin and bear it until my faith in myself restores.