An Interactive Twilight Experience.
I am beginning to feel like a stranger in my own home. Managing my hatred toward the Cullen Coven's ways is more difficult than I thought it would be. I have much respect for Master Aro's confidence in his plan to sway them to our side, but my suspicions of them are definitely justified. I do not forget easily and I only forgive when forced to.
Shielding my thoughts and feelings from the seer during the meeting with Aro took every ounce of my strength. I feel watched constantly and I often wonder if my emotions are my own or are being manipulated.
I do agree that the more control we have over gifted vampires, the better, but I cannot deny the occasions of envy I experience over Aro's delight over them. However, I do have much pride in my own abilities and attributes which will prove essential should a fight arise.
I have trust in Chelsea's gift and know she has been working hard at strengthening it. Until then, I hope the Guard maintains alertness and discretion...myself most of all.
I anticipate Alice's decision and will bide my time until then.