a sad love song

[Gel]

Game over.

I face defeat.

All was going well then.

Never saw it coming.

Never thought this would be the ending.

Never felt this much pain.

What makes things worse is that i feel i've been struck from behind.

I feel like I was fighting for nothing all along.

Like i've been playing the game blind-folded.

I promised.

I swore.

But i do have limitations.

Too much pain kills.

I'm not stupid.

I'm not insensitive.

I know what's going on.

Hardest part?

I'm hurting.

I am.