When all that stuff that happened in my list blog happened I was terrified, now granted I am still terrified but I am getting better. I still do end up crying after someone yells at me and make quick movements, but I dont jump as much.

A lot of people have helped me through this, and im happy to have them because if they werent here I wouldnt be getting better. I would be going the other way. My family is not supportive in helping me so I have relied on my friends on here and in…

I will start out by explaining what happened before I explian my feelings. I promise all this is real. It was in the news in Iowa and I believe Minnasota. Also in the newspaper which Sarah W has seen because I showed her.

On Thursday at my school, Clear Lake High School, There was a special ed- kid at my school that said earlier this week to some friends that he was going to bring a gun to school. He ended bring one, but didnt get to do anything. Luckily someone reported it…