It's so hard being away from my husband this time....I feel so alone. It's like I don't know how to function. My world really isn't complete without him in it. I want to be strong for him,for us. But I'am struggling everday to maintain. It just hurts so much...................being alone.

It's Sunday morning...about 7:30 and it is raining. I love the rain. To me it is just so relaxing. So how was everyones 4th? Mine was just another day. I had to work and then I came home. My mother called to tell me she have made some ribs and things but I was so tired that I just stayed at home. Yeah, I know that I have a boring life. But it works for me. I think that today I will clean house and then go and visit my family. I have to work 5 days next week so I will be even more tired!!!!!!… Continue