My Grandma, she was my best friend. I could tell her any thing and she wouldn't yell at me or tell me what I should do. She would just listen. In January of 2009 she was told she hand lung cancer, it was the second time, the first time she had cancer they removed the tumor it was in, I was about 6 when that happend.

She had one round of cemo therphy.

I went to go see her Wednesday Febuary 2, 2009. My cousin had a basketball game so we wne to…

I realized today that it has been about a year (yes, a year) since I have really logged in here at TCO.

So...

In the last year I have been to Forks, Washington... as well as La Push, Port Angeles, Seattle and a myriad of other beautiful places and sights in the Olympic Peninsula. If I had my way, I would pack up everything and move there today. It is JUST as amazing as I imagined it would be... I literally cried when I got off the plane, back home in Wisconsin.

I have begun…

Alot of people ask me If i had to chose between my friends/family or someone else, I would of chose the friends and family cause they show me the respect i deserve and they are there for me if i have any problems. Now my question to you is who would you chose and why?

I wake every morning to a side of the bed that is cold.

I wake to silence at least till the two year old comes in.

Then it is my humdrum boring life I must attend to. Taking care of the child, myself, and errands. When it start to get too much I sit to gather myself.

As I sit, I remember why he is not home with me and our son. He is out there doing something in his life that would allow his…

SO...as you know ( or don't know and is about to find out) I went to Shrine MOnt last weekend.IT WAS THE FREAKING BOMMMMMMBBBBB!!!!!! they made a video of the RANDOM times on the mountain. Here's the link so check it out!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYAbHQFYgEM

My twin's in 1:40 - 1:46 secs.

Me and Kymbra are in 2:23 -…

I remember my First Ballet recital, I was 7 years old takeing Ballet and Tap. When your that age you don't get nerves about a recital. When I was 7 I my main concern was making my dad proud of me, so on top of ballet i took t-ball(that was a stupid idea but hey i was 7) so after he showed up late I quit dancing till I 16.

Okay, this was my first big Ballet recital, (I'm the really tall one in the middle)anyone that knows the Sound of Music knows that the song…

There are sayings or quotes that, when we eventually hear them, we come to live by some of them. Whether we do it conciously or without knowing. Here are some I've taken to heart.

Reasons

If one door opens while another closes, God gives second chances. But if both close at te same time, things happen…

I recently had to read this for school, its about this guy who has never had a chance to know who he is, only what the world leaders tell him he should be, and its got me thinking a lot about who I am, and how far am I welling to go to be me, how far will I go to find love and at what cost.

So I'm going to write who I am, but I've had poety stuck in my head so i thought I would take a creak at

Lindsey

small, dark hair, and bright eyed…

Sitting In Class of close my eys.

I open them, I'm not in school but on stage.

I look in front of me, I look around

the place is packed waiting on my to dance.

The music starts,

I feel it flow though me.

I begain to dance.

It is as Easy as breathing.

I feel my heart…

Daddy Tell me why,

you make mommy cry.

Tell me why,

you left us here

Tell me why,

you moved away and change your address.

Tell me why,

you married some one new.

Tell me why,

you love work more then…

We fell in love.

You broke my heart.

It lasted all Summer.

You Broke my Heart.

You drifted away.

You Broke my Heart.

We barely talked.

You Broke my Heart.

You came over one day.…

I loved you,

But it wasn't enough.

I trusted you,

But it wasn't enough.

I gave you everything

But it wasn't enough.

I told you everything

But it wasn't enough.

I let you in,

But it wasn't enough.

I love you,

But its not enough.

I trust…