Some things come easy for others. Some things come harder for the rest. But how long will it take for me to find the one girl that I need? I hear from the others how its wonderful to have found the other half of themselves. I just I feel like I am never going to find the other half of me. I would love to have the adventures that my friends half I would love to see and feel the love that they have. I just don't have the patience for it thought, I guess. The adventures that I will have will be…

I have lived my entire life alone. My father's side of the family doesn't want anything to do with me and my mother's side just adore me. But what I can I say? I am truly adorable *laughs* With what is going on I needed some boys time. I do enjoy spending time with my brothers and their wives or imprints but what about me? I will try to find her someday but for now I have my family. My best friend, Colin Littlesea, had finally come home. I am so glad that he is here with me to enjoy life…

I can't believe she is  2 days short of 3 months old. It feels like just yesterday she was born. 

I feel like I never get sleep anymore, but I honestly wouldn't have it any other way right now. For not even knowing if I would be a good mother and not sure I even wanted a child, I can't believe I ever thought that. Yes, I still get scared that I am not doing everything I can and should for her, or that something is missing from her life that she needs, but whenever I express that to…