Lying on my bed at the cottage, I run down the fight again and just find myself getting more frustrated and upset. I hate fighting with Jake and usually we fight about silly stuff, like me going somewhere and not telling him or if I go on a hunt alone.  Things were we both get upset and then see the silliness and end up laughing about it.

But tonight’s fight was so different, it was seriously a grown up fight and to me a window into fights as a married couple one day.  A fight that…

Once I was able to control my quaking body, I called Chief Black. He could hear it in my voice, he knew that I now knew Embry’s secret. I was not sure I could drive, so he came to the house. When he arrived, I was cleaning up, finding small pieces of Embry’s clothes everywhere. It explained why he suddenly needed new clothes a few years ago. I had thought it was just a growth spurt. Some spurt.

I had some tea ready for Chief Black and set the tea service in front of him on…

To say finding out that the legends of the Quileute tribe were real was a surprise would be an understatement. The biggest surprise, though, was finding out that the father of my son was a carrier of the gene that forced my son to become a wolf. Not a werewolf, although that term has been thrown around. He is not affected by the moon. His trigger is something much colder and much closer in proximity; the vampires.

He had first changed years before I found out. He hid it from…

This past June 13^th was our 4^th wedding anniversary, another year to celebrate the day we said “I do”, the day our lives became one and was just not “you” and “I” anymore, we became “Us”, so many happy memories that we have shared this past 4 years, now when I see our little girl product of our love I cannot help but smile and look around at our wonderful life we have, I could not ask for anything else, I have everything, a wonderful amazing loving husband a perfect and…

It is no secret to anyone how I would have wanted to have children of my own, it was one of my dreams, a dream that obviously could not be fulfilled but it all changed the moment I received that call from Bella asking for my help when she found out she was pregnant, I could not say no for many reasons, probably a powerful personal reason but for many others as well and I know the risk it involved, I know that there was a strong possibility that we could lose Bella, but I had hope, we have…

When you are over a thousand years old, you definitely see life in different way, even if I am a vampire and I will never get sick, I will never get old, maybe in age but not in appearance nor will I ever die so how do I know the value of waking up every day, the value of having another birthday, if I am positive it’s not going to be the last, well that might be true but I do value every single new day, why would I not, you would be a fool not to appreciate your life even if you have an…