May 2010 Blog Posts (40)

And This too shall pass....

Interesting. I am sorry for my outburst. I was haveing a major bad day. It was mild irritation today, and then I read my comment. *pauses*and it was like a light went on. Hmmm....... I am stilled now. The tempist of my temper is quiet. I am more then likely going to reflect on these words for awhile. I am happy that I am not irritated. I really and truely dislike negative emotions. But no one is perfect. Once again, just when you think no one is listening, the wind gives you a give. ;D

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 17, 2010 at 6:42pm — No Comments

Who am I? Part 1

I know who I am now, but it wasn’t always this way. For 20 years, I have felt like a part of me was missing. I don’t know much about my mother’s past and up to recently, I didn’t know anything about my father.



Some part of me always hated the fact that mom never answered my questions by changing the subject. We had our fair share of heated arguments because of this. The only way I could feel like a part of this was there, is when I was with my best friends Quil and Jake. We could do… Continue

Added by Embry Call on May 17, 2010 at 6:00pm — No Comments

Battle.

Battle. Does it ever end? I am so annoyed. I'm tired of this emotion. I have been in such wonderful spirits. Pardon me, if I happen to have been very very sick the last three days. Battle. I am tired of it. I was a soldier in my past life, and I am tired. It is petty and stupid the crap I am dealing with. Judas, is low. I wonder if she is aware that I never said a word to her. She is the one after me. I am absolutly on fire with irritation. I come to my happy place, only to be blasted! Geez. I… Continue

Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 17, 2010 at 12:53am — 1 Comment

Dear Mother

In the past few months away, I spent lots of time thinking of the circumstances of my departure. The fights with you over not telling me anything about dad and that day I found the picture in the basement. I still feel bad about what happened , but have forgiven myself since.…



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Added by Embry Call on May 15, 2010 at 4:17pm — No Comments

Our Time

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Added by Kat on May 10, 2010 at 8:00am — No Comments

I belong to you

A jounal entry....



My darling Eleazar,



Each of us walks a path in life, sometimes we know where we're going, other times we just stumble along lifes journey and hope it all works out. I had been lost for such a long time, I lost everyone I had ever loved or cared for, I had lost all hope and truly longed for it all to end. But then as though by magic you were there, you swept into my life like a warm summers breeze and just like that you changed my world.



The first… Continue

Added by Carmen Denali on May 10, 2010 at 5:53am — 1 Comment

my day.

*laughs*didn't know what to put for the title. lol. I hope all you mother's out there had a wonderful day. I did. :D mine brought me a dead rat. XD I woke up to it laying there, and was just like.....um thank you my loves. *kiss and hugs*I threw it outside afterwards. lol. Nothing says I love you like a dead rat. I played on here for a bit this morning and got to help decorate for the greatest mom in the world...Essme! That was fun! Unfortunatly I had to pick up my bro, so I was unable to…

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Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 10, 2010 at 2:18am — No Comments

welcome

hi mane is lisseth yolieth salamanca rodriguiez
nickname lizzi o liz
speak in english and spanish
country colombia
soy una persona super buena me gusta mucho la saga
me encanta ayudar a las demas personas
y pensar en ella
me gusta estar con amigos y familia
me gusta estudiar y sali a delante
soy super loca y divertida me encanta el cine
y la cultural




Added by lisseth yolieth salamanca pages on May 9, 2010 at 6:30pm — No Comments

The Mother of my Children ( Mother's Day poem I wrote for Esme)

(copyright 9 May 2010)



The Mother of my Children



The gift that you are

The love that you give

The words that you speak

The life that you live



The lives that you touch

The ones you hold dear

Not just once or twice

But each day all year



The core of our lives

The one who binds true

This family of ours

With all that you do



It may go unsaid

The love that we feel

I want you to know

It's… Continue

Added by Carlisle Cullen MD on May 9, 2010 at 6:13pm — 5 Comments

THAT GIRL

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1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY... GLAMOROUS
2) WHAT WOULD…
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Added by Emma Wilson on May 8, 2010 at 10:05am — 1 Comment

Night.

Night time. It is the hardest time. That is the time that all is quiet, and I am by myself. Thoughts of the last two weeks reel in my head like an old movie. The dust is begining to clear, and I....don't feel a thing. Maybe it's a bit of shock still left over, but I don't know. I still have more to purge before it is over. This has been like a bad flu. ugh, i hate the flu. The night is my favorite time. It's nice, I don't have to pretend as hard. I can be myself and no one…

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Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 8, 2010 at 12:50am — No Comments

Brand New Day.

So, today is a brand new dawn. I am free of the control. *smiles*It's kind of an odd feeling to be free after being held back so long. It will be nice to spread these wings again. They are dusty and tattered, but they will do. :D I have to learn to breath again. My inner self was in critical care for many years, but now i can feel myself returning. And I think I will make a full recovery. *winks* I couldn't have done it alone. I am greatful to have the support that I have had. It makes me…

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Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 7, 2010 at 10:43pm — No Comments

Cause I can

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" you say? – where is the what if the what if in why

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? – come together

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? – black velveteen

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? – never again

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? – look in to my eyes

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? – dance dreams

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? - elevator

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? – just like a pill

9) WHAT IS 2+2? – who… Continue

Added by Pia Hjorth Johansson on May 7, 2010 at 9:30am — No Comments

Judas.

My dearest Judas,

This is how I will forevermore refer to you. I at least will be merciful enough to give you that much. It's more mercy then you ever showed me. I can be cruel, but I don't want to be. I had a previous post to this, but you were spared by the powers that be. The window closed. I take that as a sign it was not ment for any eyes but mine. I gave you all I could. I needed shelter from my tempet storms and you cast me out. What happens between my blood and I is…

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Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 7, 2010 at 1:00am — No Comments

Epic Fail.

Well, congragulations to me for winning the idiot award for the week. I messed up again, and yeah. I'm sorry doesn't seem to be quite right. *shrugs*I don't know what else to do besides that. So we shall see. In an attempt to lighten the mood, because everyone was down, I made a foux pas once more. *sighs*Well, we shall see what the future holds. Not much more to do then that. I have to keep my head up, and walk straight.

Well, on a good note, my car got fixed. *smiles*I'm so…

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Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 4, 2010 at 10:36pm — No Comments

Freakshow

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1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? They don't care about us.

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Added by Ida Nynne Holck Rantorp on May 2, 2010 at 7:51am — No Comments

Nothing really matters anymore

I started to understand last week that nothing matters anymore. I've tried so hard my entire life so hard to live up to my name. Only to be crushed, with a very low self esteem. By the age of three I mastered the art of pasting a big warm smile onto my face, because sometimes it's easier than explaining what's wrong. When your mom looses her job, when your Dad leaves your mom when you're two and then he has the nerve to come back, asking for us to be a happy family for his campaign. When you're… Continue

Added by Taiga Vera Vladmira Rogers on May 1, 2010 at 3:24pm — 1 Comment

My dream about Dr.Carlisle Cullen

On March 20,i read a couple of chapters in the first Twilight Book and then i went to bed.

Then i dreamt that i was a part off the Twilight univers somehow.

I was in this old forrest, and all the time i had this feeling that i wasent alone, someone knew that i was there.

i was not scared at all, just felt this amazing feeling of love and compassion.

Then i woke up,and went to bed again and the dream goes on.

i was still in this forrest,but now it was…

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Added by Anne Svendsen on May 1, 2010 at 2:46pm — 6 Comments

Shot In The Dark

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1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...Desolation Row
2) WHAT…
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Added by Amelia Garneer The Second on May 1, 2010 at 11:00am — No Comments

Friday.

Friday. A new day. The night held anxiety, and sleeplessness. I wanted to curl up and lay there. But fate had other plans. I got a txt from my friend, studio boss, asking if I was almost there. I called and said I thought I wasn't supposed to work on friday during the day? and we talked about it, and I said I would come down because I really had nothing better to do. *laughs* so, I ended up there. It was....boaring. she and linda, her mom were fighting. I ended up haveing an anxiety attack,…

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Added by Amanda Renee Francis on May 1, 2010 at 1:45am — No Comments

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